January 13th, 2012
Swirling wind, swirling mind
The wind swirls unpredictably today and I feel affinity for its sudden shifts and change from calm to a gust blowing branches and shrubs every which way. Today the wind blows close to the ground why the clouds appear almost stationary in the sky. When the wind is so close to the earth, it creates an unsettling feeling as to what will happen next. So the wind reflects what many of us feel or at least me…uncertainty.
By embracing uncertainty in life will I feel less sorrow and grief or simply be free to fully feel my sorrow and grief for Jana’s death and her mother, Carolyn? By fully feeing will I then feel the freedom of living?